On Writing the Brave and the Crazy


Back when I was a little baby writer, I had this weird thing in which I always “played it safe” with my stories. As in, I never wrote anything outrageous. I stuck to what I knew, kept to the clichés, never made anything different or interesting or unique. You can probably guess by now that my old stories came out very bland, and often pathetic copies of Lord of the Rings and Narnia.
I can’t really tell you why I never ventured out and tried crazy, original ideas. I guess I was scared. I was scared to tackle tough issues lest someone think my stories weren’t “clean” enough. I was scared to kill any of my precious characters. I was scared to make big, epic things happen. I felt the need to stick to the basics. Keep things simple, lighthearted. As a Christian, that’s what I was supposed to do, right?
Well. . .not really.
The lighthearted stories with perfect characters that pretend tough issues in the world don’t even exist don’t exactly pack a punch. They don’t really make me feel. . .anything. It’s those deep, heavy stories that slam me in the gut and open my eyes to how bright God’s love is in this dark, dark world. I think Christians most of all need to write about the deep issues. But I actually wrote a blog post a year ago about why we write and enjoy the hard things. (Don’t worry, I also wrote one about happily ever afters and why I think we need those, too.) So I won’t get into that again.
The point is, it’s okay to write about dark, hard things. It’s okay to get into the nitty gritty. It took me a long, long time to realize that. And even still I have to remind myself from time to time.
But it’s not just the hard issues I’m talking about here. It’s the FUN things.
I remember one day in particular, probably some 4 years ago, I was thinking about a series of mine. I don’t recall what the idea was exactly, but some plot idea popped in my head that would cause all sorts of crazy, dangerous things for my characters. And you know what I thought to myself? “Haha. That’d be fun. But of course I could never do that.” Yeah, that was my thought process. And did I write that fun, crazy, dangerous thing? No! Because “Oh, I could never do that.” That wouldn’t be playing it safe.
*GROOOANS* That doesn’t even make sense.
It was about a year later that I recalled that particular incident, and many others like it. And it hit me. “Why not?” Why couldn’t I write crazy, fun, dangerous things? Why not go all out with an epic plotline instead of some bland, clichéd thing? WHY?
It was at that point that my stories began to improve.
Slowly, slowly, slowly I became braver. I actually went with my crazy ideas. I started making my characters’ lives much worse. I even began writing about some more uncomfortable issues. And you know what? It was fun! It felt good. It felt right. I discovered I actually could write my own unique stories instead of some carbon copy of Tolkien’s. The more bravely I wrote, the more comfortable I became doing it, and the more interesting my stories grew.
It was by my fourth NaNoWriMo in 2013 that I was really getting brave and learning to go with my crazy ideas. I had many first drafts finished, had ventured out with new genres outside of my normal medieval fantasy comfort zone, and had learned what I like writing and what I don’t. My stories were finally starting to become somewhat readable. So as NaNo approached and I was getting ready to plot More Green than Envy, the fourth book in my Colors of a Dragon Scale series, I gave myself a single order: “Make it awesome.” I wanted to love this story. I wanted to enjoy every single scene. I wanted to put elements I loved and do crazy things and make it big and epic and emotional and just around AWESOME. While plotting, I stuck to that order. (Usually I ignore myself, no matter what I tell myself to do. Such a problem.)
Guess what? To this day that is still my absolute favorite NaNo, and my favorite book to write thus far in the series. I had such an amazing time with it. Why? Because I wrote things I love, and I wrote them bravely.

I have this thing for stories where characters are trapped in semi-small places. So the majority of the story is about my characters stuck inside a city, and mostly inside the castle of said city. I absolutely adore a good, fun brotherly friendship. So I gave my two male characters one of my most favorite friendships I’ve ever written. I had characters fall in love, I had characters die, I made big characters arcs, I even wrote a torture scene which is something my younger self would have never, ever, ever done. But it was necessary for the story, so I did it. And I don’t regret it. It was one of the few stories where I enjoyed writing almost every. single. scene. That basically never happens! There’s always going to be some scenes I have to force myself to get through. But with this one I made it fun for myself. And, as a result, I think it’ll be fun for the readers.
After that amazing experience, I didn’t stop. I kept writing bravely. I kept finding elements I liked and implementing them in my stories. This last NaNo I made a huge city collapse and things explode and destroyed one of my favorite characters and just made a huge mess.
I loved every second of it.
These were things my younger self would have never been brave enough to do. But these are the things that made the story. (I mean, it’s a NaNo draft, so it’s still a complete disaster, but I know I’m improving with my writing anyway.)
It took a long time, a lot of years and a lot of stories, but now when I go to write, I don’t ever say no to my crazy ideas. I snatch them up and run with them. I turn them around and around and wonder how I can make them even bigger and crazier.
With so many stories out there, we need original ideas. We need crazy stories with epic plotlines that keep us on the edge of our seat. We need brave writers.
But it doesn’t have to be all drama and danger. I personally enjoy writing big, dark, dramatic scenes, but I know a lot of people don’t like that at all. And that’s good. We need a variety. What I’m getting at here is to write what you want and what you love. To have fun while writing. To not hold yourself back like I used to. I mean, sometimes ideas can get a little too crazy, but. . .maybe not. Again, we need unique ideas. If you can make it work, then do it! Evil flying monkeys sounds absolutely absurd. But what would the world be without the flying monkeys of Oz? In Rick Riordan’s The Lightning Thief there was a pink poodle that one of the characters could talk to. Ridiculous, right? But Mr. Riordan made it work and I loved it. So go, write crazy things! Write about your secret agent fighting off half a dozen bad guys when suddenly his mother calls to complain about the squirrels in the attic. (Yes, that is a GEICO insurance commercial, and it’s hilarious and epic.)
Write the things you enjoy and have fun with them. Never, ever limit yourself. Make it as wild and crazy and dangerous and big as you like. Or make it simple. Not all stories supposed to be huge and emotional. We need the fun, lighthearted ones as well. Basically, write what you want. If you love it, your readers will too.
Go kill a character, have them fall in love, give them an embarrassing phone call. Tear down a city, make a character tell a dumb joke, destroy their lives, make their lives beautiful, throw in a flying monkey or two.
Go write what you love. Write bravely. And have FUN.
Writing is endless. There are no boundaries, no limitations. You stand in a never-ending world of ideas. So go snatch them up and fly.
What do you think, dear writer? Am I the only one who used to limit
themselves for some reason? Are there ideas you’ve been scared to write?
Or do you love to throw in the craziness? What are YOUR thoughts
on the subject? I want to hear them all!

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Tracey Dyck
April 19, 2016 12:49 AM

Another fabulous post, my dear! One that leaves me all inspired again. ^_^

I love your journey from safe to crazy awesome! It's so wonderful how you've stopped limiting yourself and are taking the plunge into the wild side of writing. (And you're making me want to read Colors of a Dragon Scale even MORE badly. I know you say it's a mess–I mean, that's kinda what Nano is for–but stiiiill. Dragons and high fantasy awesomeness and scores of epic characters? It screams my name.)

Another thing this post is doing is making me want to write Welcome to Absurdity. >.> (Shush, brain, that comes later. Shoo. Back to The Prophet's Key with you. Put some wild craziness in there.) Ahem. I never talk to myself. o.o *whistles innocently*

You've also hit on one of the reasons The Brightest Thread was such a joy to write! It was exactly what I have FUN writing. 😀

Let's go write out-of-this-world awesome things! No more playing it safe. The best stories are found beyond the sheltered harbours anyway. 🙂

Skye Hoffert
April 19, 2016 1:45 AM

I NEEDED this! You have impeccable timing Christine. I think it's time I step out of my comfort zone.

Ellie
April 19, 2016 12:51 PM

I think this is so true! Wonderful article 🙂
*SCREAMS* IF YOU DON'T PUBLISH COLORS OF A DRAGON SCALE SOMETIME IN YOUR LIFE I WILL DIE.

Ellie | On the Other Side of Reality

Jenelle
April 19, 2016 2:29 PM

Wonderful post, and so true. It is definitely important to write daringly. We should step out of our comfort zones, because we rarely grow inside of them. Of course there are lines that shouldn't be crossed, and some of those lines are personal convictions, while others may be set in stone type moral boundaries… but I agree that we shouldn't be scared to write big, bold, crazy stories and characters. Thanks for writing this. Also, your stories sound quite thrilling and fun!

Jenelle
April 21, 2016 2:16 PM
Reply to  Jenelle

I kind of figured that's what you meant 🙂

Lizzy
April 19, 2016 3:26 PM

I have definitely experienced this. Even now, when I write stories, there are certain sentences I think of that I hesitate to write at first because they're super crazy, or really emotional. But as I've gotten older, I've started to overcome those hesitations. Just to go for it and get that sentence down on paper, to step out of my shell.
I still don't like to make things very gruesome in my fantasy tales (because I don't like reading about that in other books, much less my own) but I am getting better at throwing constant conflict at my characters. And making them die. 😉
Excellent post!

~Lizzy

Savannah Perran
April 19, 2016 7:49 PM

This post is so great, Christine. I've definitely experienced this (and have (mostly) grown out of it, for the record), and the stories in which I took chances and wrote what I thought needed to be written, no matter what it was, are always the ones I end up loving the most :).

And also, I agree with Ellie 100%. IF YOU DON'T GET COLORS OF A DRAGON CALE PUBLISHED THE WHOLE WORLD WILL SIMPLY COLLAPSE. *whispers* and we don't want that. So get them published, okay?

Savannah Perran
April 19, 2016 7:51 PM

*whispers* and also, I'm basically sitting here just dying from lack of reading COADS. So get them published soon so we readers don't simply shrivel up from lack of aforementioned series. Agreed? Good :D.

Savannah Perran
April 21, 2016 4:50 PM

Ooo, you're writing the last book in the series THIS NaNoWriMo? How exciting! Does it have a title yet?

Haley Wingate
April 20, 2016 5:37 AM

This is such a great and inspirational post, Christine! I'm at a crossroads with my writing right now, so reading this really made me feel a lot better. Thank you. 🙂

But yeah, my earlier youngling writing were basically just copies of my favorite books haha. They were safe, bland little things. Now I'm worrying over how my readers will react to my bolder, less squeaky-clean writing and it's really terrifying. *le sigh* I think, though, that the only way to become a great writer is to not be afraid to write anything. That's just my little opinion though. 🙂

Victoria Grace Howell
April 20, 2016 4:39 PM

This is a great post! I had copycat syndrome when I was a kid that I had to grow out of. I don't know why I had it, but I've also learned to write about the darker gritty stuff and it's helped my stories be deeper. Sometimes you have to show the dark so we can see the light.

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Emily Drown
April 21, 2016 10:23 PM

Wow, what an insightful post! In order to write well, we need to stretch out of our comfort zones. 🙂

Katie Grace
April 21, 2016 11:40 PM

AACK CHRISTINE YOU ARE JUST A MASTER OF WORDS AND I CAN'T EVEN. *flailing*

But, yes. For a long time I was scared to include allegories, mentions of God, and making them slightly "Christian." I'm still scared of that, honestly. I don't know why and I know it sounds silly. I shouldn't be ashamed of writing about the One who REALLY matters. But I love to write about it, because it teaches me more about how important He is through the process.

So I completely agree. Write what you want to write. Write a little bit out of your comfort zone. This has definitely been something I'm trying to overcome. 😛

// katie grace
a writer’s faith  

Rachel M.
April 22, 2016 6:06 PM

https://www.geico.com/more/geico-community/commercials/mother-knows-best/ <- Dat geico commercial, tho. XD This was such a great and inspiring post! *I* wanna write bravely, too! I'm a little squeamish when writing, sometimes. A lot of times. XD And I'd love to try breaking out of the fantasy genre, too, but I've always been hesitant. Like, I'd love to write a mystery, but those just seem HARD to write. 0.o Aaaanyway, guess I'll have to try now, eh? No more excuses after this post. X)

Deborah O'Carroll
April 26, 2016 3:53 PM

YES TO THIS POST! I am so bad about just writing… WHATEVER. So yes, being brave and crazy is something I need to work on. XD I think I made huge steps in that direction by being a rebel and totally abandoning my NaNo to write something else because my NaNo need to be redone because of all the awesome ideas that changed everything? Like, I totally could have stayed with it and ignored the new awesomeness, but instead I chose to do the hard thing and pretty much scrap it in favor of awesome. (I mean, obviously I haven't actually ACCOMPLISHED said awesome since I haven't started rewriting it yet but pffft I'm totally taking large strides… *coughcough*)

Your writerly posts are so LOVERLY and INSPIRATIONAL and AWESOME and I loveth themmmm! ^_^ <3

Mary Horton
June 17, 2016 3:43 PM

Um. WOW. SO THIS WAS APPARENTLY POSTED LIKE TWO MONTHS AGO, AND I'M JUST NOW COMMENTING?! *shakes fist at life* Hehe. Well, I'm on summer break now so…*cracks knuckles* LET'S DO THIS.

OH MY WORD, LAURI. Your writing posts are just the most inspirational things EVER. SERIOUSLY. I'm at a loss for words right now. I know that I've always struggled with originality and not copying other people's works. (Mostly when I was a fledgling writer. WE SHAN'T EVEN DISCUSS THE BOOKS I WROTE IN SIXTH GRADE.) Still to this day I feel a bit confined in my writing. For instance, the pirate story I'm working on is just…flat. I'm not letting myself explore enough. I'm just settling for "average." AND IT'S SO FRUSTRATING. So before Camp NaNo starts (NEXT MONTH!!!), I'm going to attempt to completely change my story. It's so bland right now, and honestly? I don't love it. It's a struggle to make myself sit in front of my computer and type out the next scene. My creative life is just dry, and that's reflected in my writing. SO I'M GOING TO DO CRAZY STUFF. It's going to be a weird, wild, not-your-normal-pirate-story. At least…I hope so. And I owe a lot of my motivation to change it to you. YOU AND YOUR FABULOUSNESS HAVE POSSIBLY SAVED MY STORY.

THANK YOU SO MUH FOR THIS POST OF EPICNESS. I actually feel a lot better now. This has been a bit of a weight on my shoulders for the past few months as I've struggled to find my "purpose" in writing. It's time to add some spice to those bland manuscripts of mine! *nods*

Mary Horton
June 17, 2016 4:30 PM
Reply to  Mary Horton

Also, that Geico commercial is the bestest. I crack up every. single. time. XDDD