What Tolkien Means to Me


One day, when I was a wee thing of 10 years old, my mom and brother were settling in to watch a new movie called Fellowship of the Ring. I asked if I may join, and they decided it would be all right as long as I closed my eyes during a few parts. Happily, I flopped next to them, ready to watch. And thus began the journey of my life.
I had always liked fantasy-esque things. Peter Pan and Alice in Wonderland and fairytale Disney movies were my loves. But as a story full of battles and magic rings and gruesome creatures and beautiful elves and brave heroes and good vs. evil played before my eyes, that little bloom of enjoyment for the fantastical blossomed. That one movie brought out my greatest love: Fantasy.
As the credits rolled, I sat stunned. Never had I seen something so amazing. So deep and wondrous.
Immediately, I took up The Hobbit book. Oh! The magic inside that little story. A single tale of a little hobbit befriending a group of dwarves and exploring the big world and looking upon the face of a dragon changed my own world forever.
Our first and much loved copy of The Hobbit.
Just a year previously, when I was 9, I started writing my first book. I had never written before, but I loved reading and stories, and it occurred to me I should try my hand at creating my own tales. This first, 9-year-old story was about a girl in modern times who befriends a horse and. . .well, there wasn’t much plot. (Yep, a girl and her horse story. Haven’t we all written one of those when we were little? XD)
Then I was introduced to Tolkien’s stories.
That girl-and-her-horse story was the first and last contemporary I ever wrote.
My next story was about a girl who fell through a mirror into a fantasy world. And I’ve been writing fantasy stories, in some form or fashion, ever since.
After gobbling up The Hobbit as fast as possible, I read Lord of the Rings. I saw the next two movies in theaters, and proceeded to watch all three of them 29348739434 times once they were out on DVD. I read The Hobbit over and over and over again, and Lord of the Rings a few times more as well. I screeched when they announced they were making movies for The Hobbit. I wrote more fantasy stories, and searched the world over for more fantasy books to read, and pretended I was an elf (okay, still do that *cough*), and dragons replaced horses as my favorite animal (also still claim that). Out of the 400+ books on my bookshelves, almost every single one could be placed under the fantasy genre. I’ve only ever written 2 non-fantasy stories that I can think of. (One being my first story when I was 9, the other a weird dystopian.)
Most of my Tolkien paraphernalia.
It wasn’t just an obsession, it became life.
Had I not discovered Tolkien’s stories, I might have decided writing was boring and never wrote anything beyond my girl-and-horse story. My shelves might not be filled with dozens and dozens of fantastical books. My entire world might be utterly different.
If it wasn’t for Tolkien, I might never have discovered my love for fantasy.
If it wasn’t for Tolkien, I might never have discovered me.
Because fantasy stories aren’t just a hobby. They’re a part of me. The Hobbit, Lord of the Rings—those stories shaped me into who I am. For some, they’re just entertainment. And that’s okay. But for me, they’re so, so much more.

Now, I’m not the studious type. My memory may as well be non-existent for all the good it does me. I can’t say I’m extremely knowledgeable about all that goes on in Tolkien’s vast world. I can’t claim to be a Middle Earth history professor. Sheesh, I can’t remember what all happens in my own stories. So I might not know all there is to know about these stories and the world they’re set in, but that doesn’t mean I love them any less.
They were a springboard to the life I lead. To shaping Christine into the fantasy-loving, dragon-wanting, elf-crazed, avid reader, ridiculous blogger, crazy writer that she is.
God used Tolkien to shape me into me. And that’s what Mr. J.R.R. Tolkien means to me.
Are there any stories that have helped shape your life?
Any fellow Tolkienites out there? (I KNOW there are.)
Which Tolkien story is your favorite? What about favorite
Middle Earth movie? COME. FANGIRL WITH ME.
Note: To close The Silmarillion Awards that has been sweeping across the blogsphere this month, the host, Jenelle Schmidt, is inviting everyone to celebrate Lord of the Rings’ 62nd birthday today on their blogs, Facebook, Twitter, YouTube, Instagram, anywhere and everywhere! Be sure to use the hashtag #SilmAwards2016. And once you’ve posted, stop by Jenelle’s post to add your link on the linkup widget!

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Kiri Liz
July 29, 2016 2:23 PM

THIS post! This POST! THIS POST!!! Sufferin' cats, it's amazing how close our stories are. But it's true! It's all true!! Tolkien originally brought me to fantasy. It's his fault, really, but not in a bad way at all.

Ahhhh!!! Your pictures!! 😀 *loves loves loves* Those are just the bestest!! And you have the RING!! Unfinished Tales! Silmarillion!!! HAVE YOU READ ALL OF THOSE?!?!? Ahh, so jealous now. I wish my collection looked like that. Unfortunately, all the book stores around here have a limited and sorry number of Tolkien books. *pouts*

IS THAT AN ILLUSTRATED HOBBIT?!?! Or am I seeing the picture wrong?? The one where you're holding the book open there at the end of the post. THAT IS GLORIOUS!

And what's that book in the top left corner of the overhead, all-book shot? It's slightly orange-ish, but I can't make out the words all that well. "Tolkien Something"… Sure looks like a delicious hardback. 🙂

But yes, yes, Tolkien shaped me. Tolkien, very muchly, and then also a little bit of C.S. Lewis and Donita K. Paul. But it was Tolkien who started me down this road, and it's probably Tolkien's fault I'm now writing my Dragon Tamer trilogy. Although… I cannot decide if Smaug or Eustace inspired me more… hmm.

BUT DO NOT ASK ME TO PICK A FAVORITE FROM AMONG ALL THE AWESOME TOLKIEN THINGS!! There is something amazing and endearing in each one of his works, and I feel I would betray the rest if I were to choose one to promote above the others. The Hobbit, The Silmarillion, The Lord of the Rings, Roverandom, etc. etc. etc. AND THE MOVIES! Granted, I have a few harsh words for Peter Jackson, but truth be told, he captured in film one of the greatest stories ever told in fiction and portrayed it absolutely amazingly! I loves them so muchly, I just can't even.

Hmm. 🙂 😀 This post makes me want to go back and re-read every one of those books and begin Middle-Earth film marathon. And wear my Evenstar, Hobbit door lockets, and Leaf of Lorien all at the same time. 😀 *all the huggles and loves*

TOLKIENITES UNITE!!!!!

Jameson C. Smith
July 29, 2016 2:30 PM

We have some of the same editions!!! (Sorry, I geek out over them because I collect them.) And is that the There And Back Again journal? 🙂

I think Tolkien was definitely one of the reasons I really fell in love with fantasy stories. His stories have so much hope in them, and I think that's why they are so loved and enduring.

I was nine when I first watched Fellowship of the Ring and have been in love with Middle-earth ever since. (My mom says I used to watch the animated version of The Hobbit all the time when I was little, but unfortunately, I can't remember this. I do own that version on DVD now though.) The stories definitely were a huge part of my life and still are. 🙂

I think my favorite Tolkien books are The Hobbit and The Two Towers. I also like The Children of Hurin, though it is rather dark. As for the movies, An Unexpected Journey and The Two Towers would be my top two. 🙂

Lovely post, Christine! 🙂

Skye Hoffert
July 29, 2016 3:27 PM

Tolkien was my introduction to fantasy too, Basically my childhood obsession. Oh, wait it still it.

DJ Edwardson
July 29, 2016 6:26 PM

Ah, such lovely musings. Then again, you probably could have just cut and pasted, "Tolkien," "Tolkien," "Tolkien," "Tolkien," over and over again and I would have been happy. Seriously though, I'm so glad you discovered the world of fantasy literature and like so many of us, there is no better ambassador for such stories as Tolkien.

By the way, I LOVE that illustrated edition of the Hobbit you have. Oh my.

And though it's not really Middle-Earthy, have you read "On Fairy Stories" by Tolkien. As a writer (and reader) of fantasy, I cannot recommend it highly enough. Sure it's just an essay (taken from a talk, I believe), but you will find yourself underlining every other sentence and high-fiving the pages, I promise, going "Ah, so that is why fantasy stories are so amazing!" Seriously, it's insider knowledge from the master himself.

Thanks so much for this wonderful post and Happy Lord of the Rings Day!

Savannah Perran
July 29, 2016 7:47 PM

CHRISTINE DID A LOTR POST!!! *devours happily* I knew you would XD.

Oh my goodness, I LOVED this whole entire wonderful thing :D. And GUESS WHAT my first story was a girl and horse story too! Except, it was a fantasy girl and horse story. I'm one odd cookie XD.

OH GRACIOUS ALL THAT GLORIOUS TOLKIEN PARAPHERNALIA. Those copies of LOTR in the upper right are absolutely GORGEOUS!

OOOOH don't make me choose a favorite book AND movie! That's just MEAN! … I suppose I should at least TRY to answer. Okay then, I'll just say that it depends on what mood I'm in. 'Cause it does. The end XD.

*hugs all the fellow Tolkienites* HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO LOTR!!! *gives you cake*

Ellie
July 29, 2016 8:19 PM

tOLKIEN MY HEART. YOU HAVE UNLEASHED THE TORRENT.

I was introduced to Tolkien through my father – one night, he asked me, "have you ever heard of a hobbit?" And I replied with something along the lines of "No dad what the heck is a hobbit that sounds like a type of potato". I was Quite Small at this time, so he decided to read The Hobbit out loud to me every night as a bedtime story – and then The Fellowship of the Ring, and then TTT, and then by the time we'd gotten to ROTK I could read them myself.

Right after I finished ROTK, I ran down to the basement and found our Fellowship of the Ring movie video tapes, and I would play them 24/7, all day, every day. We didn't have TTT or ROTK movies, so for a while it was just me and FOTR – I think that's why it's the book I have the biggest bond with to this day.

The only Middle-earth books I have left to read are the final three volumes in The History of Middle-earth series. My favorite might have to be The Shaping of Middle-earth, although Unfinished Tales was amazing too! And in terms of my favorite story, the Fall of Gondolin has always enchanted me. Tuor is such a bean.

Ellie | On the Other Side of Reality

Deborah O'Carroll
July 30, 2016 2:03 AM

THIS POST MAKES ME SO EXTRAORDINARILY HAPPY!!! ^_^ All the Tolkien things and just GAAH. <3 I loooove your pics and all your Tolkien stuff!

Ooh, you have The Tolkien Miscellany? That's one I don't have and have been curious what it is! For some reason I thought it was like a really small book… NOW I'M CURIOUS ABOUT IT. XD (I positively adore pics of books, and Tolkien books are even better. <3)

I also love how Tolkien brought you to fantasy and writing seriously, because that's the best. ^_^ I had met fantasy before him, through Lloyd Alexander and George MacDonald, but LOTR may have cemented it in me, who knows. 😉 AND AND AND YOUR STORIES OF WHIMSICAL MARVELOUS DEEP FANTASY ARE SO WONDERFUL SO I'M SOOOO GLAD THAT YOU MET LOTR AND SO BEGAN WRITING THOSE THINGS!!!!! <3 You're one of the most wonderful people I know and it's so awesome that you are who you are, and I'm very grateful to LOTR for having a hand in that. God can work through anything! 🙂 And you're STILL such an elf, you. 😉 *hugs you*

I just love getting to read these LOTR posts today, and getting to write one up myself and pull out all my Tolkien books… I'm just feeling so happy/nostalgic/Middle-earth-y right now it almost physically hurts. ^_^ *hugs all the Middle-earth things forever*

ANYWAYS I LOVE THIS POST TO BITS AND I JUST KEEP LOOKING AT IT AGAIN AND I WANNA HUG IIIIT! ^_^ Happiest of birthdays to my favorite book of all! <333333333

Deborah O'Carroll
July 30, 2016 6:19 PM

YES Tolkien brought us together toooo and my life would be so much less wonderful without my Lauri! <3 ^_^

Ohhh, it's a collection of his stories? *looks it up* OKAY I SEE. *facepalm* I don't know why I didn't know this. XD Apparently I own the stories in it, just in different collections. But OH! You totally must read it, then! 😀 Smith of Wooton Major and Farmer Giles of Ham are WONDERFUL and you must totally read them! I LOVE THEM SO MUCH! <3 They're like mini fairy tales that Tolkien wrote, like The Hobbit, but not set in Middle-earth, and sooo whimsical and fun and delightful! ^_^ Also, I saw your above comment in reply to DJ, and Tolkien's Essay on fairy stories is actually apparently in your Tolkien Miscellany book! It's part of a collection called "Tree and Leaf" with an essay and a short story. *nods* But you MUST read that essay because it's wonderful! 😀 And The Adventures of Tom Bombadil has poems about Bombadil and other poetry, so it's fuuun. And I haven't read Sir Gawain and the Green Knight yet… I must do that. I think it's a translation he did of an Arthurian poem. *nods* ANYWAYS I'M SUDDENLY SO EXCITED! I had no idea those stories were in that collection or that you had it! 😀 I'm so silly, I get excited about the weirdest things. XD But Smith of Wooton Major and Farmer Giles of Ham and Tolkien's Essay on Fairy Stories are like CLASSICS and I loveth them so much! When you read them someday you'll have to let me know what you think of them! ^_^ *now wants to read them again so bad* (Not to mention Pauline Baynes' precious illustrations. <3)

*creeps away from enormous rambly comment I just left as if nothing happened* AHEM. >.>

Rawls E.
July 30, 2016 3:05 AM

Love this post, Christine! Tolkien is what brought me into the world of fantasy and encouraged me to create my own stories; it changed my life. I am thankful God used that in both of our lives. <3 I like your pics! I had no idea there were that many different prints of LOTR and TH. The ones with artwork inside are so pretty!

Abbey
July 30, 2016 5:29 AM

I love one of the last statements you made… Even if you don't know everything about a series, you can still love it. I agree. Lovely post! I liked your pictures, too. I've never seen the copy of The Hobbit that is in your second picture. It's a beautiful edition!

Jenelle
July 30, 2016 8:34 PM

"Because fantasy stories aren’t just a hobby. They’re a part of me. The Hobbit, Lord of the Rings—those stories shaped me into who I am." YES! Just…. yes. Me too.

I absolutely LOVED all your pictures! AhhhH!!! flails

My favorite Middle Earth movie??!?!?! Um.. All of them. But seriously, I think probably… um… oh… Fellowship of the Ring. Because it was the first. Because it was magical. Because we went to see it seven times as a family… (my whole family consists of Tolkien-fans).

Favorite Tolkien story… either The Hobbit or the Two Towers. They were the ones I read and reread the most growing up… and sometimes I'd just read it by itself. I loved following Sam and Frodo and Smeagol/Gollum through their adventures (my husband is confused by this, because he views that as the most boring part of the trilogy) but I don't know, it was compelling how they persevered when it would have been so much easier to just give up and go home. Take the Ring back to the Shire and let the world go to pieces. I also loved the Rohirrim, and the Battle at Helm's Deep. 🙂

But then there's The Hobbit… and it is so intertwined with my childhood that it feels disloyal to name any other story as "favorite." 🙂

Jenelle
July 30, 2016 8:40 PM
Reply to  Jenelle

Oh, and my first story was about a girl and her horse, as well. Two girls… orphans… ran away from evil orphan keeper… ended up in the woods. Built a cabin (yes, by themselves… there was a handy-dandy hardware store nearby and the owner let them take "leftover" pieces of wood and things… conveniently for them) they found a wild horse in the woods… tamed him… and won the Kentucky Derby (followed by the Preakness and the Belmont) with him and became so rich and famous they never had to live in an orphanage again. The end. 🙂

*facepalm*

Mattskywalker
July 30, 2016 9:54 PM

While I definitely can't call myself a Tolkienite, having struggled about 9 years to finish the LOTR books, I do adore the films. The Fellowship of the Ring is my favorite movie of all time. These stories possess such power and such beauty that I can't help but be floored no matter how many times I watch them. So I can't relate entirely to your experience, Christine, but it's awesome to hear about how Tolkien's stories helped shape you into who you are. That's beautiful. 😀 That's what Harry Potter was for me. Maybe I'll do a post on that sometime!

Oh, and I thought you'd enjoy this video! I may or may not have welled up a couple of times. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=e7BkmF8CJpQ

Mattskywalker
July 31, 2016 6:38 PM
Reply to  Mattskywalker

Indeed. Gotta do another marathon of them before summer is over! And I think I will write one — I'm kind of surprised I haven't already, lol.

I'm glad you liked the video! Here's one more… know about The Piano Guys? https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FZNqs0YgWkM

Mattskywalker
August 5, 2016 10:27 PM
Reply to  Mattskywalker

I have indeed! She's fantastic. I haven't seen as much of her as I have The Piano Guys, though, so I'll check out more of her stuff. 😀 (sorry for the late reply, lolz)

Sophia White
July 30, 2016 11:55 PM

My parents read The Hobbit to me when I was very little, before I could read, and it was one of the first things I read when I could handle it (at the ripe old age of four). Then about two or three years later I asked Dad for something new to read, and he handed me the Fellowship of the Ring, and I read the rest of the book that same year. When I was ten we found the Silmarillion at Half Price Books on a Friday night (odd family customs — every fortnight or so on Friday evenings we'd go to the bookstore, instead of watching movies or anything like normal people). The next day was the seminary's annual picnic we had to go to, and I brought the Silmarillion along and read it under a tree at the park (someone took a picture of me reading it, and Dad's still got it on his desk). After that it was just a step to getting my own copies, and then reading the Lost Tales and the Lays of Beleriand. . . and last year my college's bookstore had his translation of Beowulf, and I happened to have a Barnes and Noble gift card. . . so now that one's on my shelf too (and well worth the price).
I've never seen the movies and I don't care to, though that's not really saying much, considering that of the few movies I have seen, which number in the single digits, the only ones I've really liked are the Princess Bride and Disney's Robin Hood (and we quote those constantly. I grew up with lines like "have fun storming the castle" before I knew they were quotations).
Anyway, don't ask me to pick a favourite story. It's impossible.

Jenelle
July 31, 2016 2:31 AM
Reply to  Sophia White

Yay, Princess Bride!! That's my all-time-forever favorite movie! 🙂

Tracey Dyck
August 1, 2016 7:35 PM

Love this post!!! For me, it was Chronicles of Narnia that introduced me to fantasy as a youngster, but LOTR introduced me to…darker fantasy? The heavier kind that deals with huge themes within a sweeping scope, with greater peril and darkness in the hero's way. So both series have really impacted me. <3

Some of my first stories were about girls and horses too. Also talking pets, and mysteries with entirely illogical clues. XD

I love how said that just because you may not know alllll the details and histories of Middle Earth, the series is still part of you! I sometimes feel like "less of a fan" with things like this because I can't quote long segments of the book, don't know all the family trees, and can't spout trivia about the plot and characters. But you're right, it doesn't mean that LOTR had any less of an impact on me!

Anyway, love this! It's been so much fun to see how everyone first discovered LOTR, and to bask in all the Tolkien amazingness. 😀

Victoria Grace Howell
August 11, 2016 4:10 PM

Tolkien means to me the same way it means to you. It isn't just a hobbit. It's part of me. Tolkien's books and the movies were formative to who I am now. Love this post. <3

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